i raked leaves today.
peter, my dad and i bagged the front and side yards. yeh i still don't have any plans for New Year's tomorrow... in fact, i've had more than one friend tell me to "let them know" if anything is happening. seems everyone is gonna be pretty dissapointed this year :(

i still wish i could have gotten Katy to celebrate New Year's with me... even if there was no "big party" i'd have a blast... but then i just have to deal with these things since i can't control them. for some reason, i'd rather spend my countdown in a quiet room with my cellphone.
talkin to katy. that would be cool.

we (my family and i) were gonna go shopping somewhere other than Mac today, but after the required-raking, and waiting for 2 of my brothers to get home from work, we never went. 2 brothers went to friend's houses. the third was probably too grumpy to go anywhere, plus he's sick. sooooo i stayed in my room for about an hour playing Warcraft by myself - until my dad started watching The Bourne Supremacy downstairs. i walked in on.... lets just say, the really sad part in the beginning. watta way to start the end of my day. so i had to see wat Mr. Bourne would do, naturally. it wasn't bad, but i tell you - those Russian taxi's sure are tough - if America made it's "yellow's" like that, every car-jacking-spy-superhero would want one of his own.

this has been a pretty dull day overall - i need to wake up earlier so i have more "day" to take advantage of. i hope i wring the living daylights out of tomorrow, cause i'm tired of having disappointing holidays (i know i spelled "disappointing" differently than before - but i'm too lazy to look it up so i think if i spell it different twice, then surely once it will be the correct way...)

gr! fate (and other circumstances) has not allowed me to celebrate a SINGLE holiday with Katy! not July 4, not her birthday, not mine, not Christmas, not New Year's (or Eve), not Thanksgiving. grrr!!!

yeh this is not the happiest post... guess that's why i'm posting; i have to get the "unhappy" out of my system. sleep will wipe my mind clean like it does every night. ya know... i haven't prayed for a "good night's sleep" for a while. i think that's my problem. i always wake up Ready when i do that... guess once again, my problem is "Lack Of God"
that's the diagnosis folks.
it's time for Medicine.
and uh.... phone calls are acceptable too... but only certain people can call at any hour ;)

The Dandy Warhols - Sleep

Katy's coming!!!
tomorrow night!!!!

:D

yipee!!

don't want to post much right now,
don't need to for me,
don't need to for fear of providing fuel;
plus it's hard to keep up with myself... there'd be alot of backtracking and un-explaining if i wrote up to date all the time. but that's understandable. it IS!! DEAL WITH IT!! ;)

mostly - looking forward to the alumni game tomorrow, get to run around with all the ol' boys and have a TON of fun. my mind tells me next week will be "funner" but my heart is more guarded... like everything else right now, my heart is in training.

PREPARE!
that's the word of this Christmas break. revitalize those hanging limbs (i mean this in more than a literal sense) and uplift my spirit. I've got to Grit myself to reality. this next year... i've actually got resolutions. i am proud of myself, world - don't get in my way!
-trying to get the Lord's Hand on me right now.


Anniversary - "The D in Detroit"

it's 9:00, but i don't have anyone to call now

::i wouldn't read this post if your semester is not yet finished::

ahh the end of a semester. a weight is off of my shoulders, and i find myself surprisingly ready to take on the next. (however, i'll accept a 36 day respite, thank you very much!) the following is the music that best ends my semester - the talented musicians of "Beautiful Uncertainty" (fromVirginia i think) brought this gem into existence.
congrats kids, ya done made my day:

http://www.purevolume.com/beautifuluncertainty/music

(it's the first song - download Sequestured Sea)


Beautiful Uncertainty - Sequestured Sea

ahh winter... you know what that means ladies....

Pedro the Lion - When They Really Get to Know You They Will Run

Love Bucket.

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congrats 1A!
no matter what the verdict, i think you're winners!!


Israel "IZ" Kamakawiwo'ole -- Pili Me Ka'u Manu